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Monday, January 26, 2009

♥ is it me being a sourpuss or just plain kill joy?

I don't want to blame school for the lack or should I say the non-existence of my social life. But recently, my friends started going out, smoking , drinking and meeting random people, i just started questioning myself.
"Why am I not with them? Why am I going home?"
Then I started rationalizing me not being with them.
"I'm sick, I still have colds and I drank medicine - medicine and alcohol don't mix."
"I'm not in the mood to drink."
"I have something to pass tomorrow, and I haven't started making that something."
then it dawned on me, am I starting to become an anti-social? or is it just that I know that I don't fit in that scenario?
I know, I know...weird thinking. But I just feel out of the loop. I used to drop everything just to come at these things. I used to shrug off those papers due the following day.

May be my priorities have shifted, and I'm just realizing this now.

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I recently knew that one of my close friends back in high school has a boyfriend. Knowing that, I felt envious. I felt left out. I felt alone and fed up of being single. Super, nakakainggit ng todo!

Pero sabi nga nila, it'll just happen. Don't look for it, it'll just come.

Sana dumating na! hahaha

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