Monday, January 26, 2009
♥ is it me being a sourpuss or just plain kill joy?
I don't want to blame school for the lack or should I say the non-existence of my social life. But recently, my friends started going out, smoking , drinking and meeting random people, i just started questioning myself.
I know, I know...weird thinking. But I just feel out of the loop. I used to drop everything just to come at these things. I used to shrug off those papers due the following day.
May be my priorities have shifted, and I'm just realizing this now.
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I recently knew that one of my close friends back in high school has a boyfriend. Knowing that, I felt envious. I felt left out. I felt alone and fed up of being single. Super, nakakainggit ng todo!
Pero sabi nga nila, it'll just happen. Don't look for it, it'll just come.
Sana dumating na! hahaha
"Why am I not with them? Why am I going home?"
Then I started rationalizing me not being with them."I'm sick, I still have colds and I drank medicine - medicine and alcohol don't mix."
"I'm not in the mood to drink."
"I have something to pass tomorrow, and I haven't started making that something."
then it dawned on me, am I starting to become an anti-social? or is it just that I know that I don't fit in that scenario?"I'm not in the mood to drink."
"I have something to pass tomorrow, and I haven't started making that something."
I know, I know...weird thinking. But I just feel out of the loop. I used to drop everything just to come at these things. I used to shrug off those papers due the following day.
May be my priorities have shifted, and I'm just realizing this now.
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I recently knew that one of my close friends back in high school has a boyfriend. Knowing that, I felt envious. I felt left out. I felt alone and fed up of being single. Super, nakakainggit ng todo!
Pero sabi nga nila, it'll just happen. Don't look for it, it'll just come.
Sana dumating na! hahaha
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